Thursday 31 May 2012

Pentecost: The Next Supper, May 27, 2012



PENTECOST: THE NEXT SUPPER



Acts 2:1-18



St. Andrew’s-Wesley United Church

Rev. Gary Paterson



May 27, 2012





Some of you might remember how, a few weeks ago, I described my visit to the Upper Room in Jerusalem, where Jesus celebrated his last supper with his disciples, breaking the bread, and filling the cup… this is my body, my blood; take, eat; do this in remembrance of me.  I went there with such expectation, hoping for a deep spiritual experience; but when I walked into a plain, ordinary room, bland, unremarkable; where the smell of cat droppings hung heavy in the afternoon air; well, I was sorely disappointed.   And then, when the room was invaded by a busload of tourists, all chattering away and a-snapping their cameras – well, I fled.  However, remember I described how just minutes later that crowd of tacky tourists burst into song….

                        We are standing on holy ground.

                        And I know that there are angels all around;

                        Let us praise God, forever  now,

                        We are standing in God’s presence on holy ground.



And suddenly the room was transformed, filled with harmony and beauty, changed by the devotion and prayer of pilgrims who became conduits of grace, who in their singing channeled the Holy Spirit into space and time, into that Upper Room… and truly, it was holy ground.



            Which, in truth, is not all that surprising an experience.  Because you see, I had forgotten that the upper room where Jesus said goodbye to his disciples was also, according to tradition, the place where they gathered post-Easter, where they received the gift of the Holy Spirit.  The Upper Room is Pentecost ground zero.



            Which makes some sense, when you think about it.   Of course the disciples were going to go back to the last place where they had shared a last meal with the man they had so deeply loved, the last place they had felt safe, before all hell had broken loose;  where memory was thick and comforting; where they had felt strengthened by the deep presence of Jesus.  But clearly, the linking of these two events, the Last Supper and Pentecost, is a theological statement as well… here are two central though different ways of encountering Jesus: in communion, in the bread and the cup; and then, in the coming of the Holy Spirit; so why not have link them by establishing a shared location? 



            Some years ago I came across a painting by Bill Dixon… an artist from Sooke, a United Church minister someone told me, although I don’t know the man.  I love his sense of colour and movement… see… here’s the painting.  (And this is just one more reason why you shouldn’t be afraid of sitting at the front of the church; oh, I know it’s easier to slip out from the back pew if things get boring, but hey, from the first pew you’d actually be able to see this painting in real time instead of relying on checking out the website later on.)  What kept me staring was the title… he called it “The Next Supper”!  The Next Supper?  Never heard of that… the Last Supper, sure; and I’ve even preached on the First Breakfast, when the resurrected Jesus appeared to his disciples on the shore of the Sea of Galilee and invited them to join him round the campfire for a meal of fish and bread.  But the Next Supper?  Well, if you look carefully at this painting, you can see the table, the cup, the bread… and look, there’s Jesus at the very centre, once again the host.  But this time the scene is alive with light; the flames of the Spirit are curving round, filling the disciples with yellow and gold energy, sending them dancing in delight and even ecstasy, as if… surprise, surprise… as if they were at a Pentecostal worship service.  The next supper  -- the resurrected Jesus present once again, from above, in their midst, in their very core, filling them to overflowing with life and joy. 



Pentecost… the coming of the Holy Spirit is nothing less than the unleashing of the resurrected Christ into the world.  I’ve often wondered why Jesus didn’t stick around for longer, why he disappeared after forty days.  Surely we could have benefitted from several more appearances; further instruction; a bit more proof, evidence and encouragement.  But with Pentecost, something quite extraordinary happens… resurrection energy suddenly becomes available in a completely new way. 

Did you ever notice how the Easter appearances always seem to happen one-on-one… Jesus and Mary; Jesus and the beloved disciple; Jesus and Thomas; Jesus and Peter; Jesus and the two disciples on the road to Emmaus.  But now… we’re talking  about Jesus coming to 120 disciples… 120 you say?  Like, where did they come from?  Sure, there were the twelve… well, eleven with Judas gone… though he was replaced with Matthias… and there were a handful of women… but how did we get so quickly up to a three digit figure? 



Well, it’s clear that we’re starting to talk about a movement… and the intimacy of the Upper Room and the Last Supper now moves to the wild exuberance of the Upper Room and the Next Supper, of Pentecost.  What’s happening here is a fusion of symbols: the most personal of images for God -- Jesus Christ, the Word made flesh, in whom God was pleased to dwell -- is now joined with the most impersonal of images – the energy symbols of fire and wind.  If Luke had been writing in modern scientific times, he might have described Pentecost as the “big bang” of the Spirit, an explosion of Being that sent waves of energy out to every soul in the world.  Just as the waves of energy from the sun enliven every green leaf around the globe, sparking chlorophyll cells into action, so does the Christ fire send waves of spirit love, sparking hearts into new life.  Pentecost is a declaration of the possibility of a Baptism in the Holy Spirit; water now becomes wind, becomes fire, and transcends the bodily limits of Jesus of Nazareth, free now to blow throughout the world.



God as energy…. but not impersonal, as if we were talking about “the Force” from Star Wars; nor simply the indifferent energy of the universe, where, as the poet Dylan Thomas says, “the force that through the green fuse drives the flower, drives my red blood.”  No, the power of Pentecost comes from this deliberate linking of the energy with Jesus.  It is more than impersonal fire and wind; it carries the imprint of Jesus, wears a Jesus face.  You want to know what this Spirit energy is truly like, then you turn to the Jesus story -- the teachings, healings, prophetic challenge, the crucifixion and resurrection -- and you discover that the Holy Spirit of Pentecost is the Spirit of Love. 



And… this is important… the Spirit comes to us with purpose -- to change us, to transform us.  It is not an end in itself, as if having a spiritual high was what our lives were all about.  No, we are caught up by the fire and energy, so filled with this spirit power, that we cannot help but release this energy into the world.  We become witnesses… unable to stop ourselves from talking about our experience of such grace, such love, knowing that it is the deepest truth in the universe, and that we are called to share this good news.  Because it is good news… not the bad news of “you’d better watch out; you’d better do it our way; otherwise you’re going to hell”… no, what we are filled with is the good news of God’s overwhelming love that comes sweeping over us, the love that can be seen at the heart of  Jesus Christ. 



Indeed, we are so filled with Spirit that it’s not something we can just talk about; no, we’re sent out, out of the Upper Room, into the world, to act -- to bring healing and mending wherever we find ourselves.  You’ve only to watch what happens in the Book of Acts to get a sense of this… there’s Peter -- immediately after being filled with Spirit, he launches into a grand sermon, preaching his head off, and some 3000 new people are also now filled with the Spirit..  Then, in the very next chapter, there’s Peter healing a man who could not walk… well, talk about symbolism: whatever prevents people from standing strong, from moving ahead, from running and leaping, well, that’s where we need to do our work, loving and caring for everyone who crosses our paths.



Then watch what happens -- these spirit-filled people are brought together into a new community that seeks to include everyone; as Peter says, this Spirit comes to the old and the young, to women and to women, to slave and to free.  It’s a community that seeks to include, that refuses to accept all the divisions of class, race, gender, sexual orientation, ethnicity, language; the divisions that create distrust and enmity, that keep us divided and apart from each other.  This is Kingdom talk, the Kingdom of God -- the new community of peace and equality, where love and justice are intertwined. 



Let me tell you, I’m hungry for that Spirit… I want Pentecost in my heart, in the heart of this congregation, in the United Church.  I want to be Pentecostal… no, I don’t mean speaking in tongues, slain in the spirit, rolling on the carpet; not even waving my arms (though sometimes I think we could use a bit of that in our tradition.)  No, I am yearning for a spiritual revival, so that I might live again; because a person without Spirit is dying; just getting up each day and moving around.  And likewise, a church without Spirit is dying.  Maybe it’s because of this Moderator nomination… it has been on my mind as you might guess… but I worry for our United Church.   We all know the statistics, the bad news; I sometimes feel we have lost touch with the Spirit.  Maybe lost sight of our Methodist roots, which seemed a bit more open to the movement of the Spirit than the Presbyterian tradition… or at least the Scottish version that I was raised with.  That’s probably not fair, although I suspect my Presbyterian forbearers would be turning in their graves to hear me talk about Pentecostal hungers.   And yet, I remember John Wesley, the founder of Methodism, who talked about that moment when his heart was “strangely warmed” – that’s what I am hungry for.  I read accounts of revival meetings… and no, I don’t want mindless emotionality, but I do yearn for us as a community to  encounter the resurrected Christ who comes as wind and fire, who might send us dancing into the world, transformed into channels of God’s love and energy.



So how to get there; perhaps that’s the real question.  How do we recognize the Upper Rooms in our lives, where the Next Supper will take place?  Surely that’s the question facing any congregation, facing us, facing each one of us, facing you.  At one level it seems so simple -- just ask, says the Bible.  “Seek and you shall find, ask and it shall be given to you, knock and the door will be opened.” “Come Holy Spirit, come.”  -- is that all we have to say?   Ask quietly, perhaps…. “Veni Sancte Spiritus;” come tonight to the Taize service, here; in the shadows of evening, with candles, and gently sing, over and over, “Veni Sancte Spiritus, veni Sancte Spiritus…”  Or maybe ask loudly, shouting from your heart --  imagine being in Nigeria, where Christians are being killed for their faith;  and in Yoruba you cry out, “Wa wa wa Emimimo.  Wa wa wa Alagbara. Wao wao wao…”  Or maybe this tune that comes to us from the Caribbean, “O let the power fall on me, my God, let the power fall on me; O let the power of the spirit fall on me, let the power fall on me.”  I had actually wondered about this as one of our hymns this morning’s worship, dreaming of the entire congregation leaping to its feet in exuberance, clapping and stomping.  But Darryl reminded me that most likely we would only be able to handle a muted clap, with the occasional sway of the head, and perhaps it would be a song better suited for a different setting.  And he’s right…. but still, “O let the power of the Spirit fall on me!” sure has a good ring to it.  But perhaps we might sing a gentler version:

                        Breathe on me breath of God,

                        Fill me with life anew,

                        That I may love what thou dost love

                        And do what thou wouldst do. 




I don’t think it matters what song you sing; just ask…and mean it; let the music open you up, and yearn for the Spirit to come, and bring a Pentecostal moment.



Which I believe most of us have actually had, even though we may not have called it that.  Because the Spirit never stops moving; never has.   So, for example….  the other day I was walking through the Mary and Ted Grieg Rhododendron Garden, (just east of the tennis courts in Stanley Park, west of Lost Lagoon) -- and if you remember nothing else from this sermon, do remember to go and spend time in this garden … immediately!! This is the week that the azaleas are in full and glorious bloom.  And when you sit on a bench in the middle of this garden, you will feel that the Holy Spirit is exploding all around you in wild colours of bright yellow, fluorescent pink, burnt orange, amber, red, magenta… burning bushes everywhere you look; there is no question that you are standing on holy ground, and that a feast has been set before you.  Usually when I meet other people in this garden we don’t connect; often they are totally focused on their morning run, determined to look cool and fit; or huffing and a-puffing, desperate to lose a few pounds; or lost in a faraway world of earplugs and iPods and music. But this week, everyone was so caught by wonder that we couldn’t help but grin at each other, and offer greetings like  “Isn’t it extraordinary… amazing… incredible.”   Enough beauty for everyone’s heart to be filled to overflowing; it leaves you so glad to be alive, and wanting to reach out to others and share the good news of such profligate abundance.



Another example … last Friday I spoke to our Seniors’ “Breaking Bread” gathering, showing pictures and telling stories of my time in Jerusalem.  After the session, one of the participants came to me and talked about her time of travelling in Jordan, and of her experience at the Jordan River where Jesus had been baptized.  Despite the fact that the river is narrow, sluggish and muddy… like three day old coffee with curdling cream; and that soldiers on both sides of this border river are slouching around with their guns; and that the reality of tacky tourism is difficult to sidestep… despite all this, she reached down and touched the water… and it happened!  Suddenly she was filled with a sense of overwhelming love … she was beloved; all creation was filled with love.  When she put her finger into the water it was as if she were completing the Spirit circuit, and the memory of Jesus’ baptism joined with her heart and this world, and the Spirit jumped into the present moment, surrounding, embracing and filling her up with love.



Or one last experience… earlier this morning we celebrated the 20th anniversary of Tim Stevenson’s 20th ordination – the first openly gay person to be ordained in the United Church.  We talked about his long journey -- his courage, the struggle, the misunderstanding and even bigotry; and the willingness of our church to be open to the work of the Spirit, and to be transformed.  Which happened in 1988!  At a church meeting, no less!  Who would have thought that the Holy Spirit could arrive in the midst of a meeting -- that in itself is extraordinary, no?  (A different way to look at all those committee meetings that are looming up on your calendar – expecting that the Holy Spirit might suddenly drop by creates a very different atmosphere.)  In 1988, the General Council of the United Church gathered in Victoria.  Several months earlier the church had released its latest report on Sexuality, with a recommendation that gay and lesbian persons be fully included in the life of the church, including the right to be considered for ordination.  Well… the church exploded!!  In “normal” years the General Council receives two or three hundred resolutions from the wider church, asking for action to be taken on a whole variety of issues.  That year there were close to three thousand resolutions, and all but two or three hundred of them were vehemently against the church accepting gay and lesbian folk.  Commissioners were sent with explicit instructions from their congregations and prebysteries to defeat this sinful proposal.  In order to deal with all the resolutions and the Report itself, the church brought together a special Sessional Committee that met for a week before the General Council proper began.  The Committee was composed of some two dozen folk from across the country, representing the complete spectrum of opinion; and, in addition, a lesbian and a gay man – that would be Tim.  Well, that committee went to work… hard and painful conversation; and a lot of prayer… and something extraordinary happened.  To everyone’s surprise, this Committee presented to the full court a consensus decision that the recommendations of the Report be accepted.  Well … talk about shock and outrage.  The debate went on for days… again, with a lot of prayer, and worship, and struggle, and oh, such hard conversation.  A lot of tears; and anger; and hurt…. I was there; I know.  And once again… how to explain what happened other than to say that the Holy Spirit was working overtime; because hearts were changed; the community heart was changed; and at the end of the day we voted to affirm that, “in and of itself sexual orientation is not a barrier to full membership in the church, including ordination.” “Amazed and astonished” – that’s how Luke described the reaction of those who witnessed the first Pentecost.  I think the same language could be used to describe what happened at that General Council.  We certainly shocked the wider church… and all of our sister denominations, most of whom continue to struggle with this issue.  I think we shocked ourselves.  As commissioners returned home they barely knew how to explain their actions to angry congregations -- how do you tell folk who weren’t there that a great wind had swept through the meeting; that tongues of fire had hovered over everyone gathered in that auditorium … and everything was changed.  Never underestimate the power of the Holy Spirit; Pentecost keeps on happening. 



I was reading an article (from Edward Hays’ The Pilgrim’s Almanac) about Admiral Sir Francis Beaufort of the British Nay who in 1806 developed a schema for describing the strength of the wind, a system that was adopted and modified for modern times by the US National Weather Service.   It starts with total calm at 0 or less than one mile per hour, then moves to light breeze, from 1-5, on to gentle breeze, to moderate to fresh to strong breeze, 25 to 31 mph.  Me, I rather enjoy a light breeze, and feel completely at home with a moderate breeze… well, truth be told, moderate anything.  But the wind keeps blowing, and the scale goes higher; suddenly we’ve left breezes behind and have moved to moderate gale, 32 to 38 miles per hour, then on to fresh, strong and whole gale, progressing to storm, at 64 to 72 miles per hour, finishing with all out hurricane at 73 miles per hour and higher.   So where does the Holy Spirit Wind fit in… well anywhere perhaps, sometimes gentle or fresh… but sometimes like a gale or a storm… and sometimes right off the scale… well beyond hurricane!!  And even if it begins in a gentle way, well it can pick up speed at any moment – and then maybe it’s too late to run for cover.  Which means that everything gets turned upside down… including the church; including your life!  But still…. when we find ourselves in an upper room, the doors closed tight, fearful, lonely, wondering what comes next; an upper room that seems so ordinary, and reeking of cat, crowded with tourists… well maybe just then we will catch ourselves calling out,  “Come, Holy Spirit, come!”  “Wa wa wa Emimimo!”  “Veni Sancte Spiritus!”  “ O let the power fall on me O God!”  “Breathe on me breath of God!” And the God who loves us enough to take us seriously, will send the wind and fire, and all of a sudden we will find ourselves at the next supper … such a wonderful life-changing feast!

Thursday 24 May 2012

Resurrection:Sharing the Bread, May 20, 2012



RESURRECTION: SHARING THE BREAD

John 21:9-17
Matthew 25: 31-40

St. Andrew’s-Wesley United Church
Rev. Gary Paterson

May 20, 2012

            Today was supposed to be an easy preach -- what could be more straightforward than a sermon entitled “Sharing the Bread!”?  Get out there, feed the hungry, fix the world.  I carefully chose a couple of scripture readings that fit well – one with the resurrected Jesus telling his disciples to feed the sheep, and another that was all about caring for the hungry, the thirsty, the stranger, the naked, the sick, the imprisoned.  I was planning to connect with the work we have done as a congregation on compassion, particularly the book study groups that worked through Karen Armstrong’s Twelve Steps to a Compassionate Life.  Classic social gospel!  Justice – and “What part of sharing the bread don’t you get?”  [a line that came from the Time with the Children]

            This past week a member of the congregation sent me an article on Child Poverty… disturbing bedtime reading, let me tell you.   And I thought – this would be just perfect for the sermon!!   Did you know that of the twenty members of the Organization for Economic Cooperation and Development, Canada ranks near the bottom when addressing child poverty – there are only four countries that are doing a worse job than we are; we’re # 16 – which is not the kind of thing you want an international reputation for.  We’re talking about kids living in poverty; our kids.  And then, get this… B.C. is at the bottom of the heap when it comes to levels of child poverty in Canada; statistically the worst province to live in if you’re a child; and we’ve held that position for at least seven years!  Which just slays me – we are a rich province in a rich country… what part about sharing the bread don’t we get?

            Or maybe, I thought to myself, I could talk once again about my sabbatical time, still so fresh in my mind, and offer a sermon, well, a passionate diatribe actually, about what is happening over in Israel and Palestine, so full of walls and worries; not a lot of bread being shared over there.   But then I was trouble, realizing that this could easily become a scolding sermon, making us all feel bad and defensive.  Just what you needed on a rainy Sunday… one more burden; one more task.  So, I wondered about simply waving our Announcement Bulletin, and talking about how in this congregation we are, in fact, trying to share the bread… with sex trade workers at WISH and BoysRUs; or in listening circles, with First Nations peoples; or with people living with mental illness, the homeless, the folk who call First United home; or with people in Guatemala.  |This week’s bulletin has invitations to  participate in the Missing Women’s Inquiry, or sign up for a workshop on the Practice of Restraint for Abundant Living, attend a film and workshop on the Kamloops Residential School.

            Well, I was feeling good about the sermon when I went for a walk on the seawall yesterday.  Beautiful day… all of Vancouver out, basking in the sun.  Smiling, happy… though you took your life in your hands when you had to cross the bike lane, so many cyclists and inline skaters.  The tide was half out; a bit of a breeze was blowing…; I found myself a bench, a place of inspiration… an opportunity to do a little more finishing work for Sunday.  But oh now… I should have known better… because that’s when the sermon jumped off track and started heading off in a new direction. 

It happened when I began to let my imagination drift… moving from the beach right in front of me, back in time, to the encounter between Jesus and the disciples on the Sea of Galilee.  You see, I was there… I mean, two months ago, when I was in Israel…. at the beach where supposedly the risen Jesus appeared one final time to his friends… the ones who had gone fishing.  There was a small church to mark the spot… simple; domed, with black basalt bricks that blended into the dark pebbled beach.  It was a place where busloads of tourists came, but because there was so little there, they didn’t stay long… stuck their heads inside the church, raced down to the water, snapped a few pictures, … then left.  It meant that with a little patience you could find yourself alone.  There was a bit of a wind, whipping up the waves; cloudy, but with splashes of sunshine spilling onto the water; it wasn’t hard to feel contemplative, even prayerful.

And suddenly, on a Saturday afternoon, in Vancouver, it was as if I could smell the beach campfire, could see the huddle of disciples around Jesus, could eavesdrop on the conversation between Jesus and Peter.  Which was just fine, I thought, thinking about Jesus telling Peter over and over to go feed the sheep, take care of the flock.  But in my enthusiasm to talk about sharing the bread, I had actually missed the beginning of the story… which started not with marching orders, but with a question.  Which seems so typical of God… always getting in our faces with questions, close up and personal.  “Do you love me?”  --  that’s the question that Jesus asks Peter; three times, in fact.    “Do you love me more than these?” Jesus asks, and we’re never sure quite what “these” refers to… was Jesus gesturing towards the boats and nets and the pile of fish… do you love me more than making a living, making a profit, getting ahead in the world?  Or maybe Jesus meant, do you love me more than your circle of friends, your brother, your place in the community ?  Or maybe he meant the whole kit and caboodle… everything… the boats, the family, the lake, the world… your life… do you love me more than anything and everything else?

            Quite the question, isn’t it.  Do you love me?  You can feel the tension in the story… three times Jesus asks the question, and sure… it’s a way of highlighting and reversing the three-fold denial that Peter offered the morning of Good Friday, at the trial.  His “I do not know the man!” now becomes a soft, “Yes, Lord, you know that I love you.”  But it’s more than that.  John really wants us to think about loving Jesus, because that’s the question we need to sit with,.  John keeps changing the verbs that he uses, trying to nuance the question, taking it deeper….   Are my friend?  Do you trust me?  Are you committed to me, my values, my way of living?  Will you bank your life on me, and the God I embody?  Will you join your life with mine… for better for worse?  Are you head over heels in love with me, with God, with the life that I offer?  Do you love me?

            It’s only after Peter answers this question that Jesus sends him into action, with a threefold, “Sheep my sheep” and “Tend the flock.”  Peter is commanded to do the work of compassion precisely because of his love for Jesus.  Which changes everything about the command, doesn’t it?  You feed the sheep because you love Jesus, not because of duty, law, obligation, liberalism, because you’re supposed to; you share the bread because you are in love. 

But what does it mean to love Jesus?  I mean, easy to say; but what does it look like?  Well, to begin with, when I love someone, I want to know more about them – “Tell me your stories,” I ask; “Let me know what you’re thinking; what’s important to you?  Who’s important to you?”   Which is why we turn to the gospels… four different collections of stories about Jesus.  I’m beginning to think of those gospels as ancient blogs… no, I’m not just trying to fake “cool.”  Read them… not really a structured, linear narrative from day one to the end of Jesus’ life, a well-written biography,  but rather, highlights, impressions, interpretations, interactions… things that the writers think it’s important for other people to know, to remember. 

The more you read the blogs of Matthew and Mark and Luke and John, the more you understand just how down to earth this Jesus was.  Love your neighbour; love your enemy; forgive each other; be like the Good Samaritan; share the bread; welcome children; heal the sick; be peacemakers; give away your money.  Jesus refuses to spiritualize the faith; what he offers instead is a way of living in the world.  And so you begin to discover that to love Jesus is to be shaped by his teachings, his instructions – to start following in his way. 

            Keep reading those gospel blogs, though, and you discover that Jesus is more than the sum of his teachings…. he’s a kingdom of God guy.  That’s what he’s really talking about… the in-breaking  wonder of the Kingdom of God… which is his Biblical shorthand for “thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven” – a time of peace and justice and righteousness; of challenge and mercy and grace; of compassion and inclusion and laughter.  And Jesus claims that it is already happening… here, there… in moments, in specific actions.  It’s almost as if we need to keep a sharp watch, to discover where God is at work, where the kingdom is suddenly being realized, embodied… in time, in this world… until, “Holy, and shining with a great light,  is every living thing, established in this world and covered with time, until your name is praised forever.”  That’s how Leonard Cohen describes it… remember our call to worship?




So then… feeding the sheep, sharing the bread… this is not just a command to do a good deed, not just an invitation to engage in random acts of kindness, but rather a decision to be part of a movement, to align oneself with the flow of God’s energy – to echo the words of St. Francis… “Make me a channel of your love.”  To love Jesus is to become part of the kingdom movement – to trust that this is a possibility, a vision worth living for, an engagement of your whole life.  You are not simply passing the time, accumulating a lot of stuff, having a good time… and, here and there, being kind to people… a nice neighbour…. No, when you say you love Jesus, it means that you are crossing the line, to stand on his side, following his way… working with God’s energy and Spirit to reconstitute the world.

            But you know, sitting on that beach, dreaming of the Sea of Galilee, and overhearing Jesus, and wondering if I have the courage and conviction to say with Peter, “Yes, Lord, you know that I love you….” – I realize that I am hungry for encounter.  If you love someone, you want to be connected, to touch, to be embraced,  spend time with.  And I think that’s part of the power of the resurrection stories… sure, they’re strange, full of confusing details… but what they are trying to say is that it is still possible to encounter this Jesus… spirit, resurrected, raised to new life…. and thus to encounter God.  This is where it’s important to connect back to the gospel reading from Matthew, where Jesus claims that inasmuch as we feed the hungry, give water to the thirsty, clothe the naked, welcome the stranger, visit the sick and the imprisoned… inasmuch as we share the bread in every possible meaning of that word… then we are doing it to Christ.  Not just good deeds; not just a way of life; not just being part of a movement of transformation – but an encounter with Christ. Remember one of my favourite commissionings… “May you see the face of Christ in everyone you meet, and may everyone you meet see the faced of Christ in you.”  The work of compassion and justice isn’t just one more burden in already too-busy life… it is the way in which we will encounter Christ, feel the presence of Holiness, be touched and filled with the Spirit.  In a later letter, John will claim, “No one has ever seen God; if we love one another, God lives in us, and God’s love is brought to perfection in us.”  So… when we love one another, when we share the bread, then God lives in us.

            Takes some doing, I know.  But if we truly see each other as Christ, as made in the image of God, as filled with Spirit, children of the Holy; if we can see beneath the hurt, pain, brokenness, greed, indifference…. add your own words to the list…. if we can say to each other, “Namaste!”  -- “I bow to you, the Spirit in me greets the Spirit in you.”-- then I think we can love each other, and act upon that.

A couple of weeks ago a member of the congregation, Olive Swan, sent me a poem.  I love it when people send me poems.  Thank you.  It was written on the occasion of the 96th birthday of Grace Lee Boggs.  I didn’t know anything about her, so I googled her name… and OMG…. what a woman!  Born in the States in 1915, of Chinese immigrant parents, she has been engaged in the work of justice and change all her life… a big voice in the Civil Rights Movement, and still going strong… there are a couple of short videos of her addressing the folk in the Occupy Wall Street movement… affirming their protest, but challenging them to look within themselves, to understand how easy it would be to be seduced by the 1% lifestyle, and further, how the most important task is to offer an alternative vision.  Grace has rooted herself in the city of Detroit, her home, determined to bring about change in the inner city, refusing to abandon it as the economy collapses, as racial tensions flare, as the wealthy folk abandon the urban core, and flee to suburbs and gated communities.  Grace is a woman of faith… someone who, I would dare venture, loves Jesus, and who encounters him, very much alive, in the very heart of Detroit…. listen to this poem by Peter Putnam, Grace’s birthday present; it’s called “Detroit Jesus” –

Time, Inc., buys a house in Detroit
and tries to track him for a year.
But he’s invisible to those looking for a
blue-eyed dude in a white robe
or for a city gone completely to hell.
He is the cinnamon of my son’s skin
with a green thumb and a Tigers cap
and my daughter’s dove-grey eyes.
He prays into Blair’s guitar,
hangs out on Field St.,
bakes bread at Avalon
and plants tomatoes on the East side.
He rides his old-school bike down the heart
of Grand River,
paints a mural in the Corridor,
shoots hoop in the Valley
with priests and pimps and lean young men
trying to jump their way to heaven.
At night,
while the Border Patrol counts cars,
he walks across the water
to Windsor,
grabs a bite to eat,
walks back.

Like Grace,
born in Providence,
he lives so simply,
he could live anywhere:
Dublin, Palestine, Malibu.
But Detroit is his home. [Vancouver is his home.]
It was here one Sunday
a boy invited him down
off the cross
and into his house
for a glass of Faygo red pop.
That was centuries ago, it seems,
and how far he’s come,
reinventing himself more times than Malcolm.
He’s been to prison,
been to college,
has a tattoo of Mary Magdalene on one arm,
Judas on the other,
and knows every Stevie Wonder song by heart.
He’s Jimmy, he’s Invincible [the Rapper], he’s Eminem.
He’s the girls at Catherine Ferguson [Home]
and their babies,
and he’s the deepest part of Kwame
still innocent as a baby.
The incinerator is hell,
but he walks right in,
burns it up with love,
comes out the other side,
walks on.
He can say Amen in twelve religions,
believes school is any place
where head and heart and hands
meet,
and wears a gold timepiece around his neck
with no numbers, just a question:
What time is it on the clock of the world?
And every second of every day
he answers that question
with a smile wide as the Ambassador
and a heart as big as Belle Isle,
hugging this city in his arms
and whispering to each soul
words no one else dares to say:
You are Jesus,
this is your Beloved Community,
and the time
on the clock of the world
is Now.

Do you love Jesus?  Then share the bread; for the time is now.  Amen

Thursday 17 May 2012

Resurrection:Being the Bread, May 13,2012


RESURRECTION: BEING THE BREAD

John 21: 1-13
John 6:47-51
Matthew 7:7-9

St. Andrew’s-Wesley United Church
Rev. Gary Paterson

May 13, 2012

[The sermon started with a two-voice drama entitled, “I’d Rather Be Bread,” written by Joseph Juknialis, found in Winter Dreams and Other Such Friendly Dragons]

“I’d Rather Be Bread”

A         If you had your choice, which would you rather be?
B          Huh?  Which would I rather be?

A         Yes!  Would you rather be bread, or would you rather be a stone?
B          Oh, I guess I’d rather be bread.

A         Bread?
B          Right!

A         I’d rather be a stone.  You can’t build a house out of bread.
B          You can’t build a family out of stones.

A         Stones are strong.
B          But bread, when it’s shared, is even stronger.  Did you ever share a stone?

A         What good is bread once it’s shared?  It’s gone.  And what have you got left?  But with a stone….
B          What you’ve got left is …. a stone.

A         At least you’ve got something.
B          I’d rather be bread.

A         If I asked you for a stone, would you give me bread?
B          If I asked you for bread would you give me a stone?

A         You’re not fair!
B          Hungry people would rather have bread.

A         But I’m not hungry.
B          So you rather be a stone?






A         I wouldn’t want to be bread!
B          Hungry people would love you.

A         And then I’d be all used up.
B          But they wouldn’t be hungry.

A         And I wouldn’t be! Period!
B          But you are now?

A         I  am what, now?
B          You’re being?!?

A         I’d rather be a stone.
B          I’d rather be bread.

A         Stones are good for sitting on.
B          Bread is good for sitting with.

A         Stones are good for throwing.
B          Bread is good for giving.

A         Stones are always the same… strong and solid.  You can be secure like a rock.
B          Or cold like a stone.

A         Or stale like yesterday’s bread.
B          Or useless like one in a million stones.  I’d rather be bread.

A         I’d rather be a stone.  Stones are good for making slippery ways rough.
B          And smooth ways bumpy.  But bread can make a bumpy life smooth.

A         If you like breaded life.
B          Rather than stoney living.  Stones don’t care.

A         And bread does?
B          When it’s shared.

A         If I asked you for a stone, would you give me bread?
B          If I asked you for bread, would you give me a stone?







Friends, in just a few moments, I will be inviting you to come forward, with your stone in hand… the one you received along with the bulletin when you arrived here at the church for worship.  I’ll be inviting you to come forward, and exchange your stone for bread….
Now, I know that stones can represent good things – strong and beautiful; but today I’m asking you to stay with the metaphor of this short drama….  What would it be like to live as bread?  To be the bread?   Long ago St. Augustine pointed out the strange ways in which we talk about the Body of Christ -- we name the bread of communion as the  Body of Christ… “Take, and eat this bread, the body of Christ, broken for you.”  But elsewhere in our Scriptures we also here the wild claim that we, the gathered church community, we are the body of Christ.  The bread and the people of God… both are the body of Christ.  And so St. Augustine claims that when we come forward for the Bread… it is the body receiving the body; that is, as we accept the Bread of Life that is Christ, we are receiving ourselves, our truest selves. 

So what would it be like to surrender your stone, to exchange it for bread … and receive yourself; receive the Bread of Life and become the Bread of Life.  Before I invite you forward, I want to think about that stone, your stone.  Feel how it fits in your hand; the weight of it; the shape; the roughness, smoothness.  Let your imagination slide around your stone, and hear how it whispers to you.

Perhaps this stone speaks of the burdens you carry, the baggage that weighs you down.  We are all are carrying so much “stuff” – past mistakes and failures; old tapes and ways of being that we can’t seem to shake free from; present day compulsions and addictions; fears and worries; painful memories; guilt and despair; bent over by grief, by sin, by weariness.   But then I remember the gospel story of the woman who was bent over, crippled by life, so that her face forever stared at the dirt;  I remember how she came to Jesus, asking for healing…. and Jesus looked, touched her, and said, “Stand straight!”  And she did, as the weight of her life was  suddenly lifted; she was unburdened; the millstone was gone; she was free.  An image … true…  the writer, Virginia Woolf’s suicide; overcome by depression, self-doubt, and despair, she chose to end her own life -- she filled her pockets with stones and walked into the river … and went under with the weight of it all… and drowned.  Let go of the stone; I’d rather be bread… and Jesus said, “Come unto me all you who labour and are heavy-burdened, and I will give you rest.”   Let go of your stones… and receive the bread.







Or maybe your stone is a weapon.  I have just returned from Israel and Palestine… a place where young men literally use stones as weapons. But then I think of Jesus, who, when presented with a woman taken in the act of adultery and asked to pronounce judgment, looked at the gathered crowd (which included folk just like us, I am certain) and said, “Let the one who is without sin cast the first stone.”  And I remember how everyone dropped their stones, and left.  As a kid, I remember hearing, “Sticks and stones may break my bones but names will never hurt me.”  Not true… words, names… they’re powerful, just like stone.  The words we use to put down, to hurt, to blame… racist, ethnic or sexist slurs; veiled prejudice, bullying, the violence we do to each other.  What would it mean to drop out stones… to become vulnerable, to turn the other cheek, to love our enemies?  Do we have the strength, the faith to drop our stones, to choose the way of bread… to be gentle, to be “soft”…. soft?... not an easy word to embrace.  Try courageous, or well…. loving.  The first to drop defences;  hands unclenched, open; hands filled with bread rather than stones. 

Let your imagination move again, and suddenly these stones are the building blocks of  the walls you run into out there in the world… like the Berlin Wall of the last century, the wall between Israel and Palestine.  Or maybe it’s the more common walls of the ghetto and the gated community; the invisible wall around the Downtown Eastside; the walls that keep us apart, distant from the “other,” the one who is different, the one who makes us feel uncomfortable, afraid; the stranger.   Stones build the walls between us and our neighbours.  But as the poet Robert Frost remarked,
                        Before I built a wall I’d ask
                        What I was walling in or walling out,
                        And to whom I was like to give offence;
                        Something there is that doesn’t love a wall,
                        That wants it down.

And, of course, it’s not just the walls between, but one that surround us and hem us in.  All that frightens, restricts, closets us… hard memories, fears, shame and guilt, anger too;addictions, sometimes a drivenness…  But then comes the invitation – would you rather be bread?  Then let the stone be rolled away… Lazarus, come out the tomb… every Lazarus… let that stone be rolled away, and instead receive the Bread of Life. 

Though ancient wall may still stand proud
And racial strife be fact;
Though boundaries by be lines of hate,
Proclaim God’s saving act. 

Walls that divide are broken down,
Christ is our unity;
Chains that enslave are thrown aside,
Christ is our liberty. 

Or maybe when you come up with your stone, reaching for Bread, what you are needing to let go of in your hunger for security.  You want a firm foundation, the rock of certainty, something strong to stand on.  But if you have your castle self firmly stuck in place, on the hill, the rock, how then can anything change; clinging carefully and tightly like an ocean limpet to the rock of safety.  All the stuff you do to make your life safe; now, don’t get me wrong, there’s nothing wrong with insurance policies, mortgages, long-range plans, annual check ups with the doctor, but just don’t lock yourself into one set point; don’t lose the possibility of changing, moving; just don’t fool yourself into believing that you’re really in control.   In order to listen and respond to the invitation, “Come, follow me,”  we’ll need to let go of whatever safe stone we’re stuck on. 

Those first disciples, out in their boats, fishing away on the Sea of Galilee – our gospel story this morning --remember how they saw the resurrected Christ as he stood on the shore, beckoning them, speaking to them… inviting them to eat the bread and the fish.  The shoreline Christ, in that in-between space that is neither firm land nor ocean; the space that cuts between, where the tides keep moving, and the sand keeps shifting under your feet.  I wonder if that’s still where Christ will meet us… in the in-between spaces, where there isn’t a rock to stand on.  The shoreline Christ, inviting us into less certainty about control and security, and instead, trusting that God is, finally, the only Rock we have to stand on… and that rock turns out to be bread, the Bread of Life. 

So come now, with your stones… be they burden, weapon, wall, or illusion; come drop your stones and receive instead the Bread of Life, the Body of Christ.  And as we come, let us sing:
Bread of Life, feed my soul,
As the presence of the Spirit makes me whole.
Bread of life, fill my heart,
With the grace and mercy you impart.

Wednesday 9 May 2012

Resurrection: Receiving the Bread, May 6, 2012


RESURRECTION: RECEIVING THE BREAD
Rev. Gary Paterson
John 6:1-11, 27-35
Luke 24:13-16, 28-31

When I was in the Holy Land I heard a story (Hey… you’re going to be hearing that line many times in the coming months… just give me a small kick if it comes up too often….)  I heard a story about an abbot who was in charge of a ancient desert monastery.  He was asked what it took to become a monk -- were there special requirements to become a member of the community – only the elderly, or the orthodox, or the Biblically knowledgeable, or… well…?   And the abbot replied, “NO, no, no…. first, you simply have to show up and hang out with the community for a while, spend some time, several months, a year, and discover what life here feels like, and whether it’s a fit for you, and you for it.”  (Sounds a little bit like becoming a member of a church, doesn’t it, where  the first thing to do is to check it out, stay a while, discover what happens, and whether you feel at home.)  “But then,” the abbot added, “then I need to sit with them and ask them if they have heard the call of the bridegroom.”  The call of the bridegroom… the invitation from Christ, from God… a call into relationship, into a love affair, something passionate, deep, all-encompassing.  As if God were crying out, to use the biblical language of the Song of Songs… “Arise my love, my fair one, and come away; for now the winter is past, the rain is over and gone.  The flowers appear on the earth; the time of singing has come….  Arise, my love, my fair one and come away… Oh my beloved is mine and I am my beloved’s….”  It’s not a question of the head, and having figured out all the answers; it’s not even a question of feeling at home in the community; not that that’s a bad thing… but it isn’t enough.  The call of the bridegroom … maybe you’d use different imagery, but my hope is that in all the busy-ness of church life… in the morning worship, the study, the committees, the work of caring for the refugee, the homeless, the mentally ill… in the midst of all of that important and good “stuff” each one of us will hear the whispered heart-cry of God, saying something like… “You are precious, beloved!  I love you, and call out to you, hoping that you will fall in love with me.”   My hope is that every time we gather on a Sunday morning for worship, somewhere, somehow you will hear that invitation… echoing from the walls, shining through the windows, maybe in the music, the hymns; in the Scripture, the sermon, the prayers; maybe in the silence; maybe in the greeting with a fellow pilgrim… somewhere you will hear the call of the bridegroom, and you will say quietly to yourself, “Yes… that’s why I’m here.”

 Now… today is communion Sunday… such a fine way to rejoin you, my church family, after being away for these past four months.  And, unless I am mistaken, I think this is the first time we are celebrating communion together after Easter… which makes it kind of special, important.  Four and a half weeks ago, we gathered for Maundy Thursday, Jesus’ final meal, his last supper – and we usually capitalize those words… The Last Supper.  “Do this is remembrance of me,” that’s what Jesus said.  And we do… and we will. 

Maundy Thursday… the night before Jesus was arrested, tried and crucified.  It was an intense evening, no?  I’m not sure that the disciples knew that it was the last time they would break bread together, but I suspect that Jesus did.  He knew what was about to happen.  “I have longed to eat this supper with you,” he said… although that phrasing doesn’t really catch the power of the Greek original, which is more like, I have ardently desired, eagerly yearned to share this meal with you … that’s what he said to his friends. Jesus’ last supper; his last opportunity to have conversation with his disciples, to laugh, to make a toast, to hug, to tell his friends that he loved them, and that despite everything that was going to happen, God loved them too, and would always be as close as their next breath.

There’s something powerful about a last meal, a final encounter.  Surely you know what it’s like, eh?  Like that moment when you say a final good bye to a friend who is moving away, to a job in Singapore, a return to family in Australia; or putting your son on the plane, sending him off to school in Berlin; or saying good bye to your aunt in the hospital, suspecting that you probably won’t see her again… and you don’t; or taking communion after a Sunday service to a beloved member of the congregation who is near the end of her struggle with cancer…..  You remember moments like those; they stay with you; they carry an intensity, a heightened emotion; they are important moments.

According to the synoptic gospels, Matthew, Mark and Luke, Jesus didn’t say much that night.  What he did do, though,  was break bread and pour wine, and pass it around, saying very simply, “Eat and drink; this is my body, this is my blood; this is me…. my life, my person, my being, my spirit… and I’m giving it to you.  And every time you do this, remember me.”  He knew it was the last time he was going to be with them.  And I suspect that even the disciples knew that something special was happening; that the meal they were sharing carried a deep significance; they knew that there was more happening here than met the eye.  

Let me tell you a story…  Well, I went to see the Upper Room.  In the southwestern corner of the old city, on Mount Zion.  I went with great expectations – even though, of course, you recognize that whenever you visit “holy spots” you never really are certain that this is where it happened.  Probably didn’t, in fact.  But still… tradition has enshrined this spare, 14th century second-story room as the location where the Last Supper occurred – and if you want to show off, you can give it its formal name – the Cenacle, of even the Coenaculum..

I was ready to be moved, touched.  However… it’s not a very prepossessing room; underwhelming might be the word for it.  An ordinary room, some benches, not much else; no altar; no table set, ready for feasting; no murals; didn’t even feel that tacky -- just plain, uninteresting. Allow ten minutes to take a look, said the guide books.  Well, I thought, I can do this – so I sat down on a bench with a couple of my fellow pilgrims and tried to feel spiritual, but not much was happening.  And then my friend Jeff leaned over and said, “Umm… do you smell something?”  He looked around and then suddenly blurted out, “Ah no… cat… droppings.:  Well, that was the end of prayer.  I suppose I could have risen above it… but, well, you know… And then, just at that moment, three busloads of tourists arrived, and poured through the door… excuse my prejudice… but American… loud, chattering, brandishing their cameras… flash-a-flash-a.  I felt cranky; and my two Catholic friends were already in flight, up to a terrace where we were told there was a great view of the city.  So that was that… so much for The Last Supper.  But then, a few minutes later, something happened -- I heard singing; that intolerable crowd of tourists who had crowded me out of my holy moment, were singing.  And I recognized the music, a gospel tune that Curt Allison has taught us … “We are standing on holy ground…”  I listened; and then quickly ran back downstairs, and into the room.  And there they were -- a hundred strong; no chattering, no cameras; just singing, and some swaying, with an occasional hand waving in the air; had to be evangelical, maybe Mennonite, or perhaps a travelling choir, because let me tell you, they could sing.  The harmonies were gorgeous, bouncing off the walls, filling the whole room:
We are standing on holy ground,
And I know that there are angels all around,
Let us praise God forever now,
For we are standing on holy ground.

Like angels in full concert; this motley crew of tourists had become a host of heavenly angels, and as they continued to sing, the space was transformed; it became holy.   It was as if the centuries of time were disappearing, and Jesus was standing in our midst; and all of us, the tacky tourists, and the oh-so-superior Canadian, we had all of us become disciples, people as ordinary and faithful and distracted and fussed as the men and women who had gathered in that room so long ago.  We were pilgrims, who were doing exactly what Jesus had commanded… remembering, praying, opening ourselves to the Holy.  We were hungry for bread; we were ardently yearning to be touched by the Spirit of the resurrected Christ.  We were hearing the call of the bridegroom… and we were answering as best we could.
Will you sing with me?
We are standing on holy ground,
And I know that there are angels all around,
Let us praise God forever now,
For we are standing on holy ground.





For some two thousand years now, the Christian community has told the story of the Upper Room; we have broken the bread and poured the wine.  “This do in remembrance of me.”  Mind you, we have tended to make it complicated, with special prayers, gestures and responses.  We have wrapped this moment so thoroughly in ritual, reverence and tradition, that we are sometimes in danger of losing the Spirit.  The theology that we have developed in an attempt to explain what’s happening, from transubstantiation to consubstantiation, to a memorial meal… well it can make your brain tired.  And let me tell you, Jerusalem is the place to go if you want to experience a complete range of possibilities… bells, incense, chanting; Latin, Greek, Arabic, Church Slavonic, Armenian, English… sometimes beautiful, sometimes esoteric, sometimes off-putting.  Nevertheless, the desire to be connected with the Holy was almost always palpable -- take, and eat, anyone who is hungry; this is my body.  Underneath all the words, all the ceremony… at the heart of the ritual was the faith, the trust, that in the breaking of the bread there truly is the possibility of experiencing the presence of the risen Christ, a resurrection moment. 

Let me back up a little… I have always been intrigued by the fact that John, in his gospel, when he described the last meal shared by Jesus and his disciples, didn’t actually say anything about eating, about the bread and wine; his story was all about foot-washing.  Which has always seemed passing strange.  But then, John was a theological poet, and he took a lot of license in how he presented the life of Jesus; it was almost as if he knew that the more straightforward story had already been told three different times, and so he could be free to play with ideas and symbols.  So, rather than describe the Last Supper, he backdated the meal -- in many ways it seems that John’s communion story occurs in the midst of the miracle of the feeding of the 5000, when five loaves and two fish fed a vast multitude of folk.  John uses communion-like kind of language… Jesus took the bread… gave thanks for the bread… broke the bread… distributed the bread.  And later in the chapter, John presents Jesus talking about the bread from heaven, the bread of God, and proclaiming that that’s what was really happening in the feeding of the 5000.  He invited people to look below the surface of things, to recognize that in the ordinary act of eating the bread that he gave them, they were being blessed by God; not only were their bodies being filled, but their souls, their spirits were also being nourished.  The crowd cried out, “We’re hungry, hungry for God, for this bread of heaven… feed us.”  And Jesus replied, “I am the Bread of Life. The person who aligns with me, … the one who comes to me, who believes in me, who trusts in me, will hunger no more!”  Do you remember the Taize song that we often sing in the midst of our communion service? --
                        Eat this bread, drink this cup,
                        Come tome and never be hungry
                        Eat this bread, drink this cup,
                        Trust in me and you will not thirst.

Maybe another way we say yes to the call of the bridegroom.

I like what John is doing, deconstructing the ritual of communion, so that we don’t forget that we are talking about the basic stuff of life; that we recognize that that’s how God touches us, reaches out to us.  Bread, fish and wine – which become holy food.  He also is pointing out that everyone is welcome – remember, five thousand were fed – 5000 men says one of the gospel writers, but pointedly adding that there were also many women and children.  Nobody had to offer their credentials to come to Jesus’ table – which is something that we too often forget in our present day communion squabbles among the various denominations.  Anybody who showed up received the bread of life.  Male and female; adult and child; slave and free; gay and straight, Jew, Gentile, foreigner, stranger; those who knew a lot about the tradition, those who were simply hungry. 

And there was enough… enough for everyone.  There’s always enough, you know… it just needs to be distributed, shared, passed around… no hoarding, no grabbing more than you need and then trying to sell to some other hungry person….. bread, love… God’s love.

“Every time you do this, remember me.”  That’s how Luke phrases it in his gospel account; but it raises a question about what Jesus actually meant when he said “do this”.  What did he mean by “this”?.  Was he really referring to elaborate communion rituals… or was he… and wouldn’t this be revolutionary? … was he suggesting that every time we sit down at table and break and share bread, we are to remember him.  Not just communion bread; not just holy wine, or grape juice; but every time we eat bread together, then Christ is present.

That’s why one of my favourite resurrection appearance stories is Luke’s account of two disciples travelling the road to the village of Emmaus.  It’s the Sunday after crucifixion; no Easter celebrations, not yet.  Jesus is still dead and buried… at least that’s what these two disciples believed, even though they had heard stories from the women about finding the tomb empty, and having visions of angels proclaiming, “Why do you seek the living among the dead?”   Women… visions… not to be trusted.  As Luke tells the story, as the two disciples are walking along the road, they are joined by Jesus; but they don’t recognize him.   (Which is another sermon, no?  What or who does the resurrected Jesus look like?  If two of his close followers didn’t recognize him, how in heaven’s name are we supposed to recognize the resurrected Christ?  Might every stranger we encounter open up the possibility of encountering the Christ?)  Anyway, Jesus leads the two disciples in Bible study, but still they don’t know who they are travelling with.  They arrive at the village of Emmaus; evening; supper time; Jesus starts heading on down the road, but the disciples invite him to stay with them, to join them for a meal.  You remember the songs, don’t you:
Abide with me, fast falls the eventide,
The darkness deepens, Lord with me abide….”

Or perhaps,
Stay with us through the night,
stay with us through the dread,
stay with us, blessed stranger,
till the morning breaks new bread.”

This is what Luke says happened: Jesus took the bread; he blessed the bread; he broke the bread; he gave the bread to the two disciples.  Can you hear the echoes of communion? But it’s not the last supper – it’s the next supper.  And suddenly, they recognized what was happening; their eyes were opened; they suddenly saw Jesus… there, beside them, once again, feeding them.  In the bread… blessed, broken and shared.  Just for a moment… and then he was gone.  But it was enough.  Suddenly the common stuff of life had been broken open, and the glory came pouring forth.  They raced back to Jerusalem to find the other disciples… “We knew him in the breaking of the bread,” they cried out.  A resurrection moment.   They were being offered the Bread of Life, enough to fill the deep hunger of their hearts; filling up and spilling over…
 
So… this is the moment…. here… in this holy space… when the bread will be broken; when the cup will be filled.  The resurrected Christ, the unrecognized one, the mysterious presence of Spirit, stands in our midst; Jesus, in whom, through whom God reaches out to us; inviting us to the feast;  bread … my body, my life, my spirit, my presence.  Can you hear the call of the bridegroom-- come and eat and drink,
We are standing on holy ground,
And I know that there are angels all around,
Let us praise God forever now,
For we are standing on holy ground.